Antisocial butterfly. 20.
Nothing seems to be going my way. I convince myself to be positive and then a bunch of shitty things happen to me. At least when I’m being a negative bitch things don’t seem to be so horrible.
Writing all the reasons why I don’t deserve steve to make me feel a lot better about permanently losing him. if I were truly ready to be with someone like him I wouldn’t have been shady like I was when we were dating. I can’t keep being so selfish.
my nose bleeds came back. it had been a while. i suspect it has something to do with talking to steve and getting painfully rejected.